I’m beginning to think abstract art is hard!
My current painting project is an attempt to create a pure abstract work (at least according to how I understand it).
For me abstract painting is about “process” and much less about outcomes. Often I will go days in between painting sessions (drawing has been more of a passion lately).
During the in-between times I look at the work, ponder it and imagine all the genius approaches I will use when I’m ready to lay paint to canvas.
Then painting day arrives and I’m ready. I mix some paint, I start the process. After about 2 seconds I realize the grandiose thoughts I had in my tiny little brain are worthless. You can’t create a painting in your mind.
So having completely abandoned my initial thoughts of glory I revert back to “paint like a monkey”. I pour paint on the canvas and start spreading it around.
Oh great now it looks like a monkey really did paint it, or at the very least a child. However, the process feels great. A few hours later after the paint settles and dries I look at it … sigh, what is this crap … now what?
Abstract art can be a never ending process. I’m beginning to think the process of representational art is actually easier. Representational art has an outcome. It has direction, it has purpose.
My previous painting project started out as an abstract but was soon overcome by the need to represent something. The process became tedious and uninspiring yet at the same time produced a painting full of meaning.
Why is abstract so hard (for me)? Is it because I’m fighting an internal desire to create something viewers can relate to, verses the desire to simply please myself.
Is it my responsibility as an artist to create and share my work? Normally I might say yes, but to quote one of my favourite artists:
I don’t have to sell anything, show anything or even be any good! (I’m retired)Ed Ritchie
Check out my progress from the last time I attacked my painting.
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